Suffocating Heart

This body was ours

This skin doesn’t feel like my own

Your touch is ice cold

Not the same as it was anymore

The venom has numbed my soul

Dark thoughts ravage my brain

Sometimes I want to hurt you

But you never cared enough to feel the pain

My heart is suffocating again

How did this suffering begin?

My will is broken

My love is bound

But I’d rather die than to have you around

Life, once intertwined with yours

My blood flowed through your veins

Slain by your words when you said

Someone else has taken my place

I am caught dying inside what use to be your sweet embrace

My heart is suffocating again

How did this suffering begin?

My will is broken

My love is bound

But I’d rather die than to have you around

Heartache, engaged in my own rage

Too sickened by love

Too stricken by pain

Trapped in the thought, “There’s no me without you”

You lied to me when you spoke of forever

This is pitiful

My heart is suffocating again

Drowning within your sin

My will is broken

My love is bound

But I’d rather die than to have you around!

Yearning to reach inside and rip out your beating heart

And feed to you what’s missing from me

Tasting of my very misery

This skin is not mine, the sacrafice of me for you

A bid farewell, a finally goodbye

You never cared; I’ve always known-suffocating heart asphyxiated by you no more